:' ) yeah......I am (was) on the front page!! : [link]

:'D I am so happy....I didn't really believe that I will be on it, in this new shit popular. Ahh my first time! I love you all!


*cries*

and....Great and Hot Summer to everyone! Enjoy!

(why do I write this journal?? cause I am alone now at home, and I want to tell my feelings to someone... and if you think I am stupid, cause I write this, then fuck you, you are not me, and not see into my brain!!! )

I did not really read the Naruto chapters in these days, sometimes if my sister read it, I sat by her, and we read it together---

My day started so happyly, I went with my mum to buy the Naruto's new book. (which show up in every month,.... the newest book is the 5th here xD) Of course I am always excited, and jumping in my joy(however I read the whole Naruto chapters), and I can't wait to arrive at home, just let's read, READ!... *long quiet*
...after I read it, I usually thinking....... on quite everything......Thinking on drawings, on friends.......
After some hours who is not bored, in the "do-nothing"...? I was tthinking, what I should to do... - I dont really watch animes, or watch things on my computer, my sister do it more-....but I decided
to watch some old Naruto episodes, from the first one... :' )
(in my language) if I get that mood, I cry on the Naruto, but now I tried to hold it back... I though: "ahh why would you cry, you stupid, this is just a cartoon, with no existing stuff, and btw the first episode isn't too sad...."
I spent some hours to watch it, then....... ok let's see if there is a new chapter in Naruto......oh yessss, there is!!



while I was reading, I got a weird feeling what I cant explain.... I saw Sasuke, that he is crying, "Taka" the new team, which will destroy Konoha......
In that moment, the Whole Naruto History was showed before my eyes, Naruto, Sakura, Sasuke, Konoha, the teams, those funny moments..... Jiraya and Itachi............ are died
what happened with the old team 7...... everything has changed... I will never see how Sasuke is blushing, and do that cute angry expression, and being together with his old team...I will never see Naruto's happy, and rival with his best friend. I will never see how Sakura slaps and shouts with Naruto and loves her true LOVE.




.................Nothing will be the same again!!!.................*is sobbing now*




What will happen now Kishimoto?!! *crying*

I will wait!...

AHH My subscription ends :'D I really loved and enjoyed it, Thank you so much again :' ) I am honoured <3
+++ I got more 3 months from XD I LOVE all of you! Thanks!

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something new.....well ....I don't really draw these days :/........I feel depressed about my art..... and I get more and more critiques what makes me more depressed... I always accept the critiques, but when I read about the 210th critique,... well it isn't a good feeling...T_T but I love you, cause you try to make me better, and better. I dunno when I will update normal drawings again. But I am going to finish that Jiraiya Naruto stuff. I don't know when, I will try to hurry. I am looking forward the summer, cause I am planning to draw in it like shit I will just practice and practice until I won't die x__x....


~kisses

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umm ok, this would be maybe weird, but I will have to write my English test at home.....and about a movie, what we watched on the lessons....I didn't see the end of it, but that would be important to write the test....O___O
xD Yeah I know I am stupid, cause I ask people from dA ( my classmates cant tell it normally Dx), But I am so nervous I didn't know what I should to do.....
ok if U help me I will be so happy XD Now I tell you which movie is it....

It is about Merlin, (the magician xD ) and King Arthur, umm it is the legend of King Arthur not the facts.....There are and other film, which is about the facts, I think Keira Knightley is one of the actors in it, who plays Elizabeth in the pirates of the Caribbean....well nevermind....

In this movie, Sam Neil plays Merlin, (who was Dr Alan Grant, in the Jurassic Park)....If u know this film, and U remember of the ending, please tell me...just kinda short, don't have to detail it to me T__T

hmmm I I dont remember what was the last part of it.....T__T Well I know, Sir Mordred was an Adult then.....xD I cant remember more....Y__Y

XD I hope ya could help me....I dont want to get an other 1's However if u cant, I wont die ! 8D

EDIT: ok I have written it Thank u!

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Ohh What happened again with the popular? Is it again a new system? :S There are works in the popular what were submitted about 2-3 days ago..... I really cant follow dA....Well it kinda makes the "browse popular" system a bit better.

I still want the old, good popular. I am fed up.....:<

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About my school marks......:
xD I got two "1" yesterday.......(the worst mark what I can get in school, in USA it would be "F" I think :S)
......and I got two....not just one!! xD That is my new record! Guess my mom what said......XD But at least she didnt punished me!!! 8D

Congrattes to me!!!!!

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